have you ever felt there r times on the surface u have won but in actual fact, you have lost? tt's what i'm feeling now..lost confidence, lost trust..i dont even feel like trying anymore..not yet..i need time...this morning when i left my house, my neighbour was as usual screaming away. but just this particular morning, what he said makes me depressed. the words keep resonating inside my brains, again n again. the more i try to block it off, the more it comes back to me. what am i thinking? i dunno.. anyway was really packed with work today. my office phone n hp keeps ringing n ringing non-stop today with indications from bankers. even had inspection at 7.30pm. my reports r stacking like mountains high n it doesnt look like its gg to decrease at the rate it's gg. need to clear my reports fast since i'm taking leave on thurs n fri is public holi, dun wan to be worried with work when i'm resting n recovering.
btw i changed my phone on sun..haiz after one big round i came back to using nokia again..hopefully this phone doesnt let me down..
E65 in RED
see how slim the slide phone is
1st photo taken with my new phone
Kisses XOXO Monday, April 2, 2007
