shaken to the core tonight..lost in a world of regrets. when all along i tot i was the "wei qu" one, in fact i was the one tormenting. had i been really too selfish a person, to nv think on others' perspective and fighting to win only on my part? if i had not been such a person, would things have ended differently? i've always tot as long as i put in everything, every efforts, then i have a clear conscience, but nv have i tot tt people might feel strangled n pressurized from it. i am now full of regrets. i have lost, to my own character, my own inferiority, my own unforgiving attitude, my own unwillingness to lose. i lost my own love to all these n regrets mounting so high tt i cant breathe.
Kisses XOXO Monday, April 9, 2007
