anyway we finally settled on Ginza pub in Yishun..haha back to our heartland..rotted there till 1am when the pub closes for the night. drank beer, played 5-10 with ws n alice goh..played daidi with the rest of the gals. hah stupid ws still ask me play hai dai with anna..me where got so stupid see u n ww keep losing to her i still play..overall quite nice cox gotta drink and relax *happy* we went for supper at chong pang nasi lemak and this time round i finally get to eat their chicken wing (famous 1 wor) cox ww share with me (i din wan to eat the whole thing n feel sinful after tt).
hah thk we quite giam leh..4 people (me, ws, alice and ww) share a plate of beehoon with prawns, 美人鱼, sausages and otak but since we just eating for fun so still ok lah. the funny part came when ws started behaving abnormally..he started crapping n with his face all red with beer, he's damn ironic loh..alice cant stop laughing at him..haiz ws u no more image liao lah..not tt u had much to start with.
some 个人 photos..hey my camera ok..haha
bottom right: see what the drunk ws did to himself with the empty peanuts shells
today was pretty boring lah. wented to go bugis to get my jeans but ended up rotted at home haha. slept till 12+, had lunch with SL the usual affair, came home n started reading my book I AM A CAT. not bad leh the book. learnt 2 enlightenment in the short chapter tt i read.
1) all comfort is achieved through hardship
2)golden opportunities make all animals venture to do even those things they do not want to do
and i particularly like this short paragraph:
If we want to eat, we eat. If we want to sleep, we sleep. When we are angry, we are angry utterly. When we cry, we cry with all the desperation of extreme commitment to our grief. Thus we never keep things like diaries. For what would be the point?No doubt human beings find it necessary to keep diaries in order to display in a darkened room that true character so assidously hidden from the world...We live our diaries, and consequently have no need to keep a daily record as a means of maintaining our true characters."
how true it is tt humans often keep the true side of them hidden. sometimes when you feel like crying u cant cox its a sign of weakness n u r supposed to be strong.. sometimes when so obviously u r upset with something, u r expected to still put on a fake smile..sometimes when u r just ready to break down, u cant simply cox u cant afford to break down. is there ever once when we can become less complicated and be true to our inner feelings, just like how we were when we were babies? i tried.. and i paid a heavy price for it. now i too am a masked human being..i smile when i feel like crying..i cry only when i'm alone..i smile when i'm angry..i laugh when im upset..my true self displayed only to the few rare people i trust will nv hurt me..what a world..
Kisses XOXO Saturday, May 5, 2007
top right, left n bottom right: alice took a photo of my fake eyelashes, the 委屈 photos of alice n ws
top: the golden couple of 4e4 n the gay couple 
some 个人 photos..hey my camera ok..haha
bottom right: see what the drunk ws did to himself with the empty peanuts shells