Memories + Courage
realised i've been blogging lesser n lesser recently..credits all to my workload..so now trying to make amends (p/s: tt is also if whatever energy i have left after work, allows me to) :(is it cox getting "old" tt i keep walking down memory lane?? recently when i'm in bed ready to sleep memories will flash back, both happy n sad ones..is it to do with age or just being emotional? i would much prefer the latter..perhaps i'm just going thru emotion turbulence.i've finally found the heart & the courage to delete contacts from my msn list..contacts which r better off deleted so tt i may move on in life..i should have done tt ages ago but nv had the heart to..perhaps was clinging on to some hope. when the contacts r deleted, it's like taking away a huge stone which weighs down my heart, i felt lighter, better..i cannot seem to find the correct words to describe..i'm glad i took the advice of someone who's much wiser than me..there r times after i del the contacts tt i feel like adding them back again but i held on to my resolution n stopped myself from doing so..seriously speaking i'm quite proud of myself for being able to do so..CLAPS CLAPS!!!haiz see..i'm getting all emotional again..allright i better stop blogging before i bore this post with all my sentiments...*grinz*
Kisses XOXO Monday, June 25, 2007
