Drained..
I'm getting more & more tired each day..not just physically but mentally drained as well..I really salute those who are able to work non-stop everyday every hour of their life. Don't they ever feel tired?psychologically challenged? Now i understand " To rest is to walk a longer journey" - fully experienced. I like my job I like my colleagues but sometimes when work gets too much to bear I blow my top. I hereby apologize to all my dearest colleagues who have once gone thru my temperaments. & I'm gonna miss CC. One less person to bitch with me. *smilez* So hoping August comes fast so that I can go for my 1 week leave!!!! Regretting tt I applied for August and not mid/end July.Think I have to get myself a cheap pair of flats. Can't afford to buy an expensive pair since basically my shoes only last me 2 mths at the most with my constant walking around, especially now that I'm back to doing landed. So sad...Will make a trip to town tmr. Need to get my flats, a cap tt shields me from the sun and an epilator. Spending again..oh my god...my pay has increased (cox of the high volume of work) but looks like I'm also spending more on facial care products (cox I'm now running ard even more!) esp on whitening. I hate to be tanned. When I was young, I was very dark cox I took up swimming & NPCC. I rem there was once I went to this mama shop and the uncle spoke to me in malay!!! I was so upset!!! All thanks to O'Level & A'Level, I cooped myself up at home to study and ended up I became fairer *grinz* So now I'm super reluctant to tan again and I will spend to maintain my fairness.k lah, enough of my grandma's story. night night.
Kisses XOXO Tuesday, July 10, 2007
