Just one last time
Received 2 calls from 2 concerned good friends earlier in the day, threathening to slap me awake cox they read my last post. Just one last time last night, I allowed myself to cry. I know my friends are concerned and wants to see me recovering from this whole thing..I am..it's just that 4 years++ are not like chalk-scribbled words that u can erase with a duster just like that. I cannot pretend nor forgot that such a thing happened and I cannot get over it so fast. I need time..to myself. After setting eyes on him yesterday, I know I'm not ready for another r/s. I thought I am but reality proved me otherwise. The scar is still there..the fear is still there..the wound has not completely sealed. How long will it take..I don't know..hopefully not long..Anyway something happier..Bought Tytn II and sold my iphone..at last..Much raved the iphone has been, it is not practical to my daily usage in work-related stuff. Hopefully this pda will not defeat the purpose of buying it..AND don't reprimand me for wasting money cox I did not! I sold my iphone and bought this at a cheaper rate with a contract..I did my maths before arriving at the conclusion to buy..besides I really need it for my work.
Kisses XOXO Thursday, January 10, 2008
