tired
Am really tired so think will just blog for awhile for updates. Haven't been feeling well recently..maybe cox there's something on my mind tt's stopping me from being the carefree me..
Why am I allowing myself to fall into the endless cycle of liking someone again? Yes, it is true that if I find myself liking a guy, it means I've already more or less recovered. Am pretty amazed myself actually that I allowed myself to develop likings for a guy muahah not that I'm a les, nor intending to become one. Cyk keeps psychoing me to take the initiative to ask him out but well...once bitten twice shy..don't ever wana experience that kinda pain again..tt's y I protected myself..if sense no chance I might as well just withdraw..coward or protecting myself? doesn't really matter..
:: bought this book just now. A very nice warming story of a woman who lost her husband and how she overcome her pain and sadness thru a bundle of notes left for her by her husband ::
:: office was wo electricity this afternoon for ard 20min so we couldn't do anything. Except for nic..so fated she has to pick up calls and entertain bankers *smilez* ::
Kisses XOXO Tuesday, January 8, 2008